A successful model has made
a career for herself with her immaculate physical perfection and ethereal
beauty. Her hair is long, dark and
perfectly straight; whenever she is doing a photoshoot or due to appear in
public her hairdresser trims, dries and styles her locks. She has her nails done weekly and all excess
hair is waxed off. Rather than eating
meals, she nibbles. Daily trips to the
gym are essential to ensure there is not an ounce of excess fat on her
frame. While all this takes effort, she
has a tall and willowy figure she was born with, regular features and striking
green eyes.
One day she is invited to a benefit dinner for a charity which works
with young women with mental health issues.
Sitting opposite her at the table is one of the charity’s service users,
a painfully thin young woman with skeletal hands and dark shadows under her
eyes. Her cheekbones and shoulder blades
are sharply defined and her simple black dress hangs loosely off her
frame. As the model nibbles daintily at
her meal, she sees the young woman move her chicken around her plate before
hiding it under a pile of salad.
The next day, the model eats a hearty breakfast and cancels her
appointment with her beautician. She
asks her assistant to postpone all upcoming photoshoots indefinitely. Then she takes a roll of plastic sacks and
gathers up all the tiny but expensive designer clothes in her wardrobe, shoving
them into bags. She puts them all in the
boot of her car and takes them to a charity shop.
Over the coming weeks the weight piles on as she enjoys meal after
meal. Her nails become chipped and she
bites them. Her long hair is difficult
to manage as she doesn’t go to the hairdressers any more, so she shaves it
off. Calls from the fashion houses
become fewer and fewer as she becomes fatter and less and less well
groomed. She has to buy new clothes, but
the shops she used to visit don’t stock her new size, so she finds cheaper ones
that do.
Some months later, when she no longer resembles the famous image in so
many magazines, she starts volunteering with the charity whose gala dinner
changed her so profoundly. She meets
young women like the one she observed hiding her chicken under her salad. She listens to them and learns their
stories. She sees their scars and feels
their secret fears.
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